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cioburi .2.e dimineata. lara nu s-a intors.
ma simt goala si rece. refuz sa cred ca nu mai exista. o vreau inapoi. o vreau! o vreau aici sa imi urle in cap, sa ma bazaie facandu-ma sa cant pentru a o ignora. o vreau aici sa fumam tigara asta impreuna. vreau sa-mi vorbeasca de andrei, cum face de cateva saptamani. vreau sa-mi povesteasca unde a calatorit peste noapte in taramul viselor.

ma uit in oglinda, sperand s-o gasesc. dar ea nu s-a intors.
sunt doar eu. eu si  imaginea mea urata. e tipa aia simpla si proasta, soarecele de biblioteca. fata cu cearcane, fata umflata de somn si par jegos. lara nu e.
am inceput sa plang, si-am uitat sa
cioburi .1.NU vreau, NU pot... NU mai pot sa fac asta...

o priveam in oglinda si era goala. privirea larei ma speria, ma facea sa tremur.
Vroiam s-o iau in brate sa-i spun: "totul va fi bine! nu s-a intamplat nimic. inchide ochii si uita. nu s-a intamplat!".
dar ar fi fost degeaba... chiar daca as fi putut sa-i mangai obrazul palid, sa-i sarut fruntea acoperita de bretonul ei jegos, ar fi fost degeaba. stiam deja ce simte. tremura odata cu mine, era la fel de naiva ca mine, orbea odata cu mine.
ma fixa cu privirea dincolo de sticla rece, cu ochii plini de lacrimi.
-lara! te rog nu plange. rezista! n-are ro...
dar deja plangea. cu toate ca lacrimil
furtuna de asearae miezul noptii.
eu numar strazile pustii.
am sarit pe geam, stiind ca se apropie o ploaie calda de vara. imi place ploaia.

am la mine o tigara, un chibrit si caderea-n gol.
ploaia de vara e furtuna. vantul ma palmuieste cu picurii grei si reci de ploaie. ma ustura fata.

tigara s-a udat, chibritul l-am pierdut, caderea continua.

furtuna-i tot mai deasa, am pierdut numaratoarea, sunt oarba, surda, muta. sunt uda leoarca.

caderea continua.

"o iubesc. de ce nu intelege ca e singura pe care o iubesc?"
sunt oarba.

"maine va fi mai bine"
sunt muta.

"de ce nu-mi raspunde la telefon?"
sunt surda.

masinile trec cu viteza.
eu cad in go

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:icondarkbylarissa:
time for a new id. got my dreads back, colored my hair, changed a lot of things in my life.so it was a good time for a change :)
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~Divuar Aug 13, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Nice to see you back! Changes are always for better, I suppose.
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~CheetahhChopstixx Aug 11, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Amazing dreads, and very pretty eyes.
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~Otravaada Aug 10, 2011  Student Photographer
deci numai ai nevoie de paru lu emi :( ...acum chiar ca nu-l pot convinge sa se tunda...
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~darkbylarissa Aug 22, 2011  Student General Artist
ba da. ca n-am numa 18. nici macar juma din cap nu e gata:))
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~Otravaada Dec 5, 2011  Student Photographer
se tunde, pacat ca numai esti in romania...dar cred ca-l voi folosi eu
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~darkbylarissa Dec 5, 2011  Student General Artist
linistita. i don't need it:P
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~Otravaada Dec 5, 2011  Student Photographer
:)
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~Otravaada Aug 29, 2011  Student Photographer
aaa super :devil: sper sa reusesc sa-l conving fara bani, ca zilele astea mi-a zis ca se tunde doar daca ii dau 200 de lei...:rofl:
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Mood: Love ~Cashpawz Aug 10, 2011  Student General Artist
When dreads are done right, they really look beautiful :)

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~darkbylarissa Aug 22, 2011  Student General Artist
indeed:D
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